I am 38 ..have been married 19 years..and have 3 children a son who would have been 19, a son who is 16, and a daughter who is 3.

My mom and son passed away pretty close together and I guess I turned to food for comfort (or escape) But I see all I am missing with my kids by being fat... and I am motivated to take charge and be there for them and also for me. I want to feel again, even when it hurts, and I want to smile a real smile from deep inside.

It has taken me years to gain this weight but I do not want to go years carrying it. I cant wait to meet new people on here who are struggling just like me.....:)