I just wanna be the girl that I see in my mind. I feel pretty good about the strides I've made prior to signing up here, but I'm ready to make mindful decisions all the time.....#NEWKINDOFMOTIVATION. I'm currently in a quest to lose 55 lbs by my birthday, April 18th, 2014, on which I hope to perform (I'm a musician). I'll be happy if I get down 39 of these because it'll at least take me to my pre-pregnancy weight from EIGHTEEN YEARS AGO...LOL! We shall see... I'm not the type of person who drops weight without watching diet and MUST EXERCISE! We shall see!