The beginning of this journey can be a little rough. You have only done this for about a month - I promise you things get MUCH easier, once you get used to a new way of living and the change in your lifestyle and habits.
I have been doing this long enough that it's now second nature and I don't give it much thought.
That's where you will end up. Like AttyAndii says, Fake it till you make it.
There is so much gold to be found at the end of the fatsecret rainbow - come get it! :)