I have no where to go but down! Well actually .... Knowing me I could go up but I will not.
Back to work today. Kind of glad. Vacation has been less than relaxing though I did get some good moments in the two weeks. DH still not feeling up to par. Blue's wound is still draining. Me? Well I did okay yesterday in the food department and stocked up on good groceries so there is hope.
Had the hardest time falling asleep last night. Just couldn't shut off my brain. Finding it challenging to stay in this moment. I read yesterday that one of my fs and FB friends lost her husband after a long, hard battle with cancer. She's just 42 years old with one child in her first year of college and another still at home. My heart aches for her and her family. As I laid in bed I just kept thinking, he's still alive, he's still alive.
And so on I go. Grateful I am for
Running into a former colleague at Safeway yesterday who could hear my pain as I shared hers Grocery shopping ALONE! A plan for healthier eating Time in my near future for organizing and getting into a healthy routine FS buddies who still know who I am!
Prayers for Cathy's mom who had heart surgery last week. Kindness towards myself and others. That's it for now.
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