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it feels strange to admit that I am starting to see some physical changes. I realize that I have lost a fair chunk by now but it seem weird to see that translated into my size. I realize how irrational it is but it was really hard to see until recently.
Amanda has been working a lot so she hasn't gotten to do laundry for a while so I have been left with some of the clothes that I would typically avoid because I didn't like the way that they fit me. and sure enough everything that I have tried so far has been better.
none of my jeans fit me anymore, I've had to use a belt but the problem with that is it bunches up a lot and looks weird so I have been considering getting some temporary clothes so I have something doable. seems like a waste of money though.
there is a pair of jeans that I have had for years, sometime not long after high school. I bought them online in the size that I usually was at that point only to be (not very) surprised that they were now too small. I couldn't bring myself to go to the store and return them and I had paid too much to bring myself to give them to Meghan so I have kept them. Amanda pulled them out for me when she was getting clothes together and told me I should try them on. sure enough, they fit! so now at least I have one pair of pants that do!
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