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Tuesday. My day off yesterday was filled in swimming in the cess pool of taxes. It's not looking good and I turned to food to anesthetize me. I would have finished the wine but I feared another migraine. Oh well. Today is another day.
Feeling overwhelmed, sad, lonely, frustrated and a bit angry.
Just received a text canceling my first visit of the day so I thought I'd take a few minutes to check in here. I have a traffic ticket to take care of today as well as picking up some creosote things. We had a chimney fire yesterday.
No big changes with DH. Cordial enough but still very unsure of myself. Though we did okay with the budget we aren't talking about really anything else of note. I'm afraid of saying the wrong thing. We did a run through of the firearms in the house. He wants to make sure I can defend myself if I need to.
So. I'm okay. Not great but hanging in there the best I can. Back to my juice and healthy eating today. I'll probably not weigh till the end of the week. No doubt the scale is up.
Grateful I need to be.
Friends and family who look out for me.
Being transparent, at least with myself and friends about how I am doing.
It's February not April.
I have a job with benefits.
I have a God who is bigger, stronger, kinder and wise.
That's it for today. Thank you Isabel for checking in on me.
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