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Merry Christmas! What a wonderful holiday this has been. For the first time in many years we have all our kids a part of our lives. Two of our three children have been on prodigal status for many years. Erin, our daughter came back into our lives via 2 DUIs this year. She is 107 days sober today. Her church family in Edmonds has included her in teir family celebrations this year so even though she was not able to be home with us I am ever so grateful that she is not alone. I just talked on the phone to her and was happy to hear her voice.
Brian, our oldest son, spent part of the day with us yesterday. Even though he lives in our same small town it has been nearly 6 years since he has been in touch with us. He called home on thanksgiving this year and while his dad has seen him a couple times yesterday was the first time I saw him. He looks a little haggard, I can see his choices have taken a toll on him but yesterday he was here. He was sober. And I was happy to wrap my arms around him.
Our youngest, Joshua, was here too. He has always been a part of our life. The constant child. I am so grateful he is able to be here too! What a blessed time.
So amidst all the uncertainties, the difficulties with finances and health I am ever so grateful for these blessings. There have been many times I have thought it would have been easier to raise dogs rather than children. There has been a lot of deep hurt and heartaches over the years. There may still be more to come. I find my heart full today. Not so consumed with fear of hurt and loss. Today I am rich. It doesn't matter what I weigh, it doesn't matter that our batteries are failing, cancer is not my concern. I have my loved ones with me. I know I am exactly where I should be. I am grateful and I am kind.
I did not weigh this morning. I ate way too much yesterday, treats I don't typically eat and enjoyed every bite! I'm sure the scale went up but it doesn't matter. What goes up will come back down. Today I'm back to counting and paying attention. It is all good.
Merry Christmas fellow travelers! Thank you for sharing in my journey. You each hold a special place in my heart and I am grateful for you!
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脂肪: 8.47克 | 蛋白质: 14.29克 | 碳水物: 27.38克.
早餐: Velveeta Cheese Slices, Low Fat Mayonnaise Dressing, Whole Wheat Sandwich Thins, Egg. 更多的......
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