Baby, I hear you, but you will get there. I don't know how that thing works, what makes it 'click', how that control button works, but for me it just takes one or two days/nights of being on track and then it becomes easier. Big hugs and hoping you can get your crap together 'cause you look too damn good to through it all away. That's what I keep telling myself too :) plus I don't want to go and buy any more fat clothes!