Maintenance Day 62 Waist = 34 1/2"; 1/4" Down
As of yesterday, almost everything accomplished last week is now unwound. Getting down to the wire to solve the problem at hand. Everything else in life has come to a screeching halt. Running my ass off. Moving backwards.
Nobody is doing what they are supposed to do. And certainly not fast enough. Those that are attempting, are fucking it up. Waiting for responses on a dozen outside deliverables and twice that in outreach. Glacial. Out of my control. Stressed to the point of anger yesterday. Dressed for the gym. Cooked up a super melty grilled cheese instead of squatting. And granola. Granola was on sale.
At some point in all this I had the thought -
"When did you become such a little bitch?"
No really. It's a fair question. I have a demonstrable record of thriving during crisis. Arguably have done my best work under extreme pressure. In part, built a career on being the steady hand during the exceptional challenge. This is not that.
No high conflict divorce. No wack job boss. No drunken violent spouse. No dead or dying. No impossible custody battle. No critical board meeting, or due diligence, or numbers to make, or RIF to implement. Or potentially career ending crisis. None of it.
I am inconvenienced.
I thought I had things all wrapped up with a bow last week, and I did not.
Plus,#2, an active, uh, participant in the current festivities, has a front row seat for all this. What kind of a role model flinches in the face of minor adversity? FFS, I fought for custody so that they would have a safe harbor from this sort of instability and drama.
What the actual fuck, Jimmie?
Let's go! #getserious #mindset
“Your entitled mind is dead weight. Cut it loose. Don’t focus on what you think you deserve. Take aim on what you are willing to earn."
--- Goggins
Target Waist = 32" - 34" Target Scale = 195# +/- 5#
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89.0 公斤
最近减少: 2.2 公斤.
还有: 1.5 公斤.
饮食准则: 合理的.
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4058 千卡
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脂肪: 237.03克 | 蛋白质: 227.69克 | 碳水物: 272.06克.
午餐: Steamed Rice, Pork Shoulder (Whole, Cooked, Roasted), BBQ Sauce - House (1 Tbsp), Hellmann's Real Mayonnaise, Muscle Milk Non Dairy Vanilla Crème Protein Shake (11 oz). 晚餐: Steamed Rice, Ely Grilled Chicken Breast (per oz), Toasted Bread, Marie's Chunky Blue Cheese Dressing, Buffalo Wild Wings Chicken Wings (3), Big T Crab Dip. 小食/其他: Kind Plus Peanut Butter Dark Chocolate + Protein, Nature Valley Granola Crunch Oats & Honey. 更多的......
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稳定体重
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Recognizing the fact you are not handling it all is the key to taking back control. You got this sir.
2021年08月19日 会员:: ApacheTiger37
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2021年08月19日 会员:: jimmiepop
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Jimmie, we are all susceptible to it, it’s hard to be super strict 24/7, Today is a new day, Yesterday no longer matters.
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2021年08月19日 会员:: ridemariel
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your growing up again. don't hang on to the small stuff. We are ok.
2021年08月19日 会员:: cpoundsdrop
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heavy ... hope u find your stride Jimmypop.
2021年08月19日 会员:: marpingo21
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2021年08月19日 会员:: Final Heaven
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2021年08月19日 会员:: Maine coon
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2021年08月19日 会员:: shertherapy
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I'm with Mainecoon, take a deep breath...💜💜💜💜
2021年08月19日 会员:: Diana 1234
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To God be the glory...😊You've gotten through today, tomorrow is another. 🙏God bless.
2021年08月19日 会员:: donniemae
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2021年08月19日 会员:: KayBuckaroo
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@all. Thanks for your thoughts and support. Love me some FS!
2021年08月20日 会员:: jimmiepop
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2021年08月20日 会员:: jimmiepop
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2021年08月20日 会员:: lonniehuffman
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Jimmie, I get it, maybe thr details are different, but I get it. As some of the other comments reflect, you're not alone in what you're feeling. My take is God is presenting an opportunity for you to learn something. Take some time, even if it's in bits and pieces, to ask yourself some questions about what's really going on with you. You may find that the old way of dealing with stressful situations no longer serve you as the person you are now. We all need adjustments from time to time. Just a thought. ❤
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I love this post- Now if you could please send me a mean, motivational private message- I'd appreciate it. ;) I hate being inconvenienced. I hate when others aren't doing their share and are screwing something up and it affects me. I need to give grace to people. Melty grilled cheeses are the best kind.
2021年08月20日 会员:: davidsprincess
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Yep- when always telling others “be kind to YOURSELF”, “YOU DO YOU”, comes back to impact your life.
2021年08月20日 会员:: Kenna Morton
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Wow that was some serious shit. I hope you're ok now Jimmiepop. We all have shit time's but like everyone else said each day is a new one. Take care.xx
2021年09月23日 会员:: Rach.😘xx
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Agreed 👌🏻 jimmiepop has his hands full that’s for sure. You got this big guy
2021年09月24日 会员:: KayBuckaroo
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