Thank you for the encouragement ;) I really need it. It's amazing what kind words do for your heart at a time like this. I will take your advice for sure! On the agenda: I'm going to go sign up for some college courses, go to the gym more, find a new church, and best of all, I have my awesome little boys to keep me busy. I just have to keep repeating to myself "I will be ok, I will be ok, I will be ok". LOL