Sometimes, I think we set these either "unrealistic" goals, or we set a goal and then freak out over it causing us to go into a frinzy... setting ourselves up for disappointment. With that said... I think you should still shoot for the stars, just look how close you are to 130!!! At least you are in the 130's... I'd love to be sitting on 138, lol... Keep trying - I know you've got it in you. Congratulate yourself on your accomplishments and vow to make yourself proud!! Find that strong willed winner inside you and pull her out!! She wants to shine, lol. =D