After some time collecting my thoughts and finding a place to live, I am ok. Not happy, but ok. I am living with a gf of mine in my same town in her 2 bedroom apt. I have her spare room. I am going to stay with her for as long as I can. She may be moving in with her boyfriend, but I do not think that will happen before the new year. I've been spending a lot of time fishing and spending time on my own. The ex and I are talking, but I don't know where that will lead. He is putting both him and his son into therapy. I am not willing to look at any possibilities yet. The eating has been going well, and I am walking at least 3 times a week. I plan to increase this as time goes. Almost fully recovered from surgery, there is still that one spot that bugs me occasionally. I went fishing all day yesterday with another ex of mine, we are pretty good friends, and hes been a kind of let go person for me lately.
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