Well, here we go again. I am one month in my break up and luckily im not sorrowing in sulk. Just trying to get things done. Trying to take care of myself... I haven't made contact and to be honest i don't want to either. The diet isn't really working but to be honest again saying that i broke up so i m not following my plan feels like an excuse. I AM going to the gym though, almost every day, pumping some iron and playing squash. I have found that lifting really helps with blowing some steam that's gathered up. And hell, I wanna follow my diet more closely BADLY. I'm starting to see some difference in my body regarding the build -i ve always been muscular though-but i wanna drop THOSE BLOODY POUNDS THERE.
And for sure if he or his new love interest sees me again, I want to be super awesome. And thin!! (slim is fine too)
I m sure going to need your help on that.
But mostly, i m starting to feel -slowly- that i m focusing on myself!!!
