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well, I'm doing another Journal Entry today just to help keep me true to ME & my woe. I went grocery shopping today for the Holiday weekend, I have kids & grands & some of their friends coming over so it will be hectic. I spent too much money that I don't really have to spend but at least I didn't buy any no-nos that would tempt me, which I would have done in the past. I was very difficult to walk by them and NOT BUY them. But I survived that hurdle anyway. Now on to the next, which will be this evening when they get here and they eat & drink the foods & beverages I can't :-( I know I should not obsess but it is difficult not to. I'm just so tired of the roller coaster & being up in weight, so THIS TIME BETTER BE THE TIME, I go down & stay there. It just seems to take so long. I can see some of my friends that can eat & drink anything & everything, they aren't that much more active, but they can keep their weight down & have no trouble taking weight off if they gain a few. I know that should not bother me, my body is different and thats just the way it is. Oh well, enough of my ranting and all that. I'm going to go eat my lunch/dinner now. Broiled fish with scallions and vegie broth, it is actually very good, just wish I could have a glass or 2 of wine with it lol. And for dessert I'll have fresh strawberries that I have frozen and let just defrost a little so it is kind of crystallized, they are yummy that way :-)
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