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So yesterday I said how I was giving up drinking forever and I was afraid to say too much but after the comments I got yesterday I realise I'm not alone. Thanks so much :) it really meant a lot to me. See, my problem was binge drinking- I never saw the point in alcohol just to drink- if you're gonna drink it why not feel it right? Well then I didn't know when to stop and blackout city! Ugh the next day would be miserable hungover, depressed, eating if not more drinking! I quit for a while and everything was wonderful- i was losing weight, i had energy and I wasn't fighting with my boyfriend. I started again and the drinking got back to a bad place in no time at all. After last weekend and a terrible blow out I decided this has to end, so my focus now is becoming healthy and maintaining my lifestyle that way. Everything does not need to be associated with alcohol, and it is not the only way to have fun!
Well there's my life story about my dieting- I'm going to the beach next week with my boyfriend but we're actually staying about a half hour from the beach at a place my grandparents own and our dog will be with so I know there will be a lot of walking and outside activity- my goal is to not eat too bad. I'd like to look half decent in my bathing suit at the end of the week. I've been doing good this week but last night caved and got some wings but I woke up two pounds less- weird but I"m not complaining. So if you don't hear from me next week don't worry I'm just at the beach working on my tan, lol. Though, before all that I have a stats midterm I'll be working on all night so that when I am there I can just relax. I'm can't wait :)
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