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I am having a hard time. I start finding my self which I thought that I had already done long time ago. Perhaps it is because I changed my lifestyle a lot and left my homecountry to live for a while on the other side of the world.
Yesterday I broke up with my boyfriend, after being with him for over 4 years. I think it was a good decision. Though its weird that I am leaving back to germany now, (he lives there), I'd rather stay in Australia. Lets see what I think about all this once I am back in my routine life. So much things are happening lately, I gotta sort out my brain.
And I have been smoking again. Whats wrong? I don't wanna go back to the old Sarah, smoking, drinking and always having excuses for not being active.
Perhaps things will now be better, that I start all over from the beginning. Being the first time of my life a single adult and independent.
WOW, so many things are in my mind now.
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Embrace it and stop smoking again!!! Ohterwise you might have to change your name ;). I know its difficult to go through so much change in one go, but once your settled again, the rest will follow. Hang in there :)
2014年02月11日 会员：: schmetterling34
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Think of this as an exciting new adventure. You are young and single and ready for new experiences. Focus on forming new friendships from healthy adventures. Try new workouts and things you have never done. Run a 5k! Try Zumba? Yoga? Dance? Take a cooking class! Take it one day at a time. When one door closes, a window always opens somewhere else.
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Kopf hoch endlichnichtraucher!
2014年02月17日 会员：: njashka8
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thank you so much everybody! I only read those answeres now!
I'm still smoking (sry Schmetterling ;) ) But I ran three 10k by now, and will do a half marathon in 5 weeks! Yey!
Australia was a good time, but hell yeah! A lot of windows open in my life, so germany is quite exciting, too :)
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