schmetterlinge34的日记, 2020年01月23日

I had an emotional day yesterday.

My day started with soaking my jumper sleeve while washing my face, spilling my tea all over my face and top trying to get the last gulp before rushing out the door and trapping my pinky in the car door once I got to work. OUCH!!!!!

After work I decided to go to the house I once shared with my husband. Yes I am still married although we haven't been together for over 11 years. I know it sounds strange and yes it is complicated but it is what it is. I have approached him about divorce.....but these things take time LOL.

Anyways, I decided to start clearing my room and I came across a few items that really jogged my memory. Taking me back to times long gone. And I actually started crying. I never thought that after all this time certain things still hurt.

A lot of my old clothes went into donation bags ( I used to wear enormous jumpers to hide it ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ . Some stuff I took, other things just went into the bin.

On my way home I was still pretty choked. I sorted the things out straight away and as I finished my man left me a message that he was on his way home and about 40 minutes away. So I put some 'Darude' on and danced for joy until he arrived.

As soon as he arrived I told him what I had been up to and how it made me feel. And he completely got me.

If anything bothers you, upsets you, grinds on you: let it out, don't bottle it up!!!!! You will feel so much better for it. And if you can't share it with someone, write it down, just let it out and go.