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I am feeling so depleted in energy tonight. I tried doing my second workout today and I was too tired to do anything. I wanted to just climb into a bed and sleep.
I am still feeling very sore from the surgery that I had not too long ago. I stupidly went to the bottle depo yesterday and I lifted a couple of bottle bags....owieeeee! I knew I over did it AFTER I did it too. Now today, I want to just lay down and cry I am in so much pain!
I wonder if I will ever begin to feel normal again. I have had stomach pain since my oldest child was a 2 month old baby, and that is almost 14 years of pain now. I have had a hernia, and a fibroid in the same area just below my belly button, and ever since I have had surgery, it has never been the same.
I think I want to go to the hospital and just get them to take it all out and then staple the damm thing shut. I am so frustrated with it all. I just need reprieve....
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