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My new profile pic makes me laugh. It was taken the night my big kid left. I am wearing his outfit and acting like a goofball.
However since then I have been feeling completely yucky. (now there's a technical term).
That commercial on TV that asks where does depression hurt and the answer being everywhere is completely accurate.
To compound all the boohoo poor me.. I stepped on the scale and holy f**k the number was not pleasant at all. Nothing like adding salt to my wounds.
However a friend of mine told me that even when you feel like your at your bottom the only thing standing in your way to get back up is you. Of course she had a more religious take on it but the same meaning.
So what do I do now?? I can not keep feeling like a failure all the time. Maybe after my psychiatrist appointment this afternoon I'll be able to come up with some sort of "action plan"!
Honestly I can not keep going like this, I'll be in the nut ward and as big as a house to boot! :( :( :(
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