Mentally and Physically exhausted. SIL is safe & home but still taking to him. She is going to more doctors today, so hopefully they can help get her brain right. I ate pretty good despite the stress. and I stuck to OMAD quite easily.
E is getting pissed. He doesn't understand the "cycle" that abuse comes with. So, I have been trying to be strong for her and destress him all weekend. I did read a book, so I threw in self-care too. He also can't stand all the calls/texts that everyone is doing to stay on the same page and updated. He is very grateful to me for handling the brunt of that. She is still doing half-truths and lies.
Selfishly, I am so glad it is so busy at work, for both E and I. It gives us an excuse not to be front and center in the drama. I spent 7 hours with her on Sat, between the hospital and police station. The cop saw thru her bull-cookie (so she ups the drama, and she saw threw that too.). I am not a very touchy person, except for E. She held my hand, clung to my arm or hugged me for almost the whole 7 hours straight. Yesterday, we took time for us and stayed home. It was very needed. Killing things in a video game is very cathartic.
Thankful: Budget season is upon us, so sorry...I can't :-)
Goals: 10 mins fit board on lunch, cards with sister, dinner with parents and the chill out. Try to get up early enough to exercise tomorrow morning.
Positive Thoughts: Today is about my side of the family. It will be so soothing.
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105.3 公斤
最近减少: 21.7 公斤.
还有: 32.7 公斤.
饮食准则: 100%.
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1275 千卡
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脂肪: 73.21克 | 蛋白质: 36.36克 | 碳水物: 119.41克.
晚餐: Potato French Fries, World of Beer Tater Tots, Brown Sugar , Mayonnaise , Culver's Turkey BLT. 更多的......
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稳定体重
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