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jessabridge4444的日记, 2019年08月13日

Mentally and Physically exhausted.
SIL is safe & home but still taking to him. She is going to more doctors today, so hopefully they can help get her brain right. I ate pretty good despite the stress. and I stuck to OMAD quite easily.

E is getting pissed. He doesn't understand the "cycle" that abuse comes with. So, I have been trying to be strong for her and destress him all weekend. I did read a book, so I threw in self-care too. He also can't stand all the calls/texts that everyone is doing to stay on the same page and updated. He is very grateful to me for handling the brunt of that. She is still doing half-truths and lies.

Selfishly, I am so glad it is so busy at work, for both E and I. It gives us an excuse not to be front and center in the drama. I spent 7 hours with her on Sat, between the hospital and police station. The cop saw thru her bull-cookie (so she ups the drama, and she saw threw that too.).

I am not a very touchy person, except for E. She held my hand, clung to my arm or hugged me for almost the whole 7 hours straight.
Yesterday, we took time for us and stayed home. It was very needed. Killing things in a video game is very cathartic.

Thankful:
Budget season is upon us, so sorry...I can't :-)

Goals:
10 mins fit board on lunch, cards with sister, dinner with parents and the chill out. Try to get up early enough to exercise tomorrow morning.

Positive Thoughts:
Today is about my side of the family. It will be so soothing.
105.3 公斤 最近减少: 21.7 公斤.    还有: 32.7 公斤.    饮食准则: 100%.

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What is budget season? And good for you on not trying to be front & center with your SIL. Good on you for helping her but this reads as if helping her is a test of integrity. 
2019年08月13日 会员:: FullaBella
Bella, I work for the state. Our dept has to submit our budget to the state for approval so my state can submit their budget to the federal government. It is just the busiest time of the year for for my unit. Very little time off, and lots of overtime to meet the deadline. Integrity is not her strong suit. I will help with in my own scope, and hope it is enough for her.  
2019年08月13日 会员:: jessabridge4444
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