solsista的日记, 2008年05月1日

weights frozen at this new weight this am..so no weight to record! I think i have been so pleased with the new me...with the 30 pound weight loss...and all my recent travelling that i have become a bit too comfortable. I find myself doing some cheating....nothig like real cheating....but deviating from the diet...that was ok when i was eating out on vacation...when i had to..but now ive made a real habit of it..when i dont need to. I was so good before....but now i am definitely less stringent with my diet....and i have not been exercising...when i was on my trips...i was walking alot..swimming...going to gym for cardio...dancing...and trying to sit up straight in my floaty chair at the pool bar..hahah now that was hard ladies! hahaha

i started back at the clinic...which means i am paying a healthy amount....so no since wasting the moolah if i am not giving it my best effort...so i am officially repledging myself to my diet and my exercise regime.

My son is graduating from college in Los Angeles at end of May...so i am going to make that another goal milestone. He hasnt seen me since feb..when i first started the program...since then i have dropped an additional 20 pounds...so if i could get down even 10 more by then....it would make a world of difference. I may even be able to fit into this pair of silver jeans i used to wear and love myself in!! i can get them on now..and semi done up...except for the big gap in front! hahaha so maybe 10 pounds would allow me to actually zip them up????

Hope everyone is having a great week...its been trying to snow here...which is extremely wild...and i think also weighs down my energy and mood levels