I am prior service to the Army. I use to be a skinny thing until I had children in mid 2000s. After I was diagnosed with Fibromyalgia, I entertained myself upon salty or sugary foods as an everyday habit. After I quit smoking it only has gotten worse. I know I am a big woman now and don't even realize what I have done until I've eaten the last piece of chocolate or the last scoop of ice cream. I have used food as a comfort to myself. I will spend an hour doing yoga or going for a jog, then come home to vedge out and completely defeat the purpose of my prior engagement. Before the boys were born I weighed 120 lbs and 10 years later I have doubled in size. I am here to look for moral support and success stories for motivation.
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